Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Blog Entry 2.2: Altruist


So my archetypes are Altruist and Orphan. According to dictionary.com an Altruist is 
"a person unselfishly concerned for or devoted to the welfare of others"
while and Orphan is
"a child who has lost both parents through death, or, less commonly, one parent. "

 I feel that the fictional character of Harry Potter best describes these two achetypes. The website I reseacherd described the orphan achetype as "a metaphor for our deepest, most fundamental reality—our experiences of attachment and abandonment, of expectation and deprivation, of loss and failure and loneliness—the losses and catastrophes of our life that we need to get in touch with, mourn, and befriend so that we may heal them. It is only when we accept the reality of our orphan-self that we can begin to live. " With Harry Potter I always felt that when he realized he was alone with no family  that he finally came to accept his fate. He finally mourned his losses and went on to save the world. I also felt Harry fit the althuist achetype because he was ready to sacrifice himself against a much stronger opponent for the ones he loved.
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Blog entry 1.3 --- 9095



Tohoshinki (TVXQ) or Dong Bang Shin Ki (DBSK) as they are known in South Korea where they originated from,are a five member acapella boy group consisting of U-know Yunho the leader,Hero Jaejoong , Xiah Junsu and Max Changmin.
  9095 is from the groups fourth Japanese album The Secret Code.This song was composed by the groups lead vocalist Jaejoong.
Kanji + English Translation
従順そうな執事で 「こちらへ」と導かれ
回廊の火を点けて 「赤を右に」と言った
壊れた回転扉 床には極楽鳥花
繻子の壁を這うタランチュラ 踵返し笑った
where’re you going? baby
楡の揺り椅子(いす)で待って 七つ数えるまで目を開けないで

You guide me like an obedient butler, “This way”,
You light the flame in the corridor, “Red to the right”, you said,
A broken revolving door, bird of paradise flower on the floor,
A tarantula creeps across the silk wall, you turn and laugh,
where’re you going? baby
Wait on the elm rocking chair, don’t open your eyes to the count of seven

pret(プレ) un(アン)… 首筋に夜の雫が… 声にできないほど
deux(ドゥ)… ネジ式積み木の城で… 指の隙間へと
trois(トゥロワ)… 絡み合った蜘蛛(くも)の糸は… このままずっと
上がり出した砂時計 9095(ninety ninety-five)… 5…

Ready One, A drop of night on the back of your neck is… you just can’t say it,
Two,In a spiralling brick castle… spider webs become entangled in the spaces between your fingers…
  Three,The hourglass has kept rising like this, 9095… 5…

長い回廊に響く 「どこかで会ったでしょうか?」
「青は赤の左に」
錆び付いた天使の羽根 貘が捨てた昨日の夢
先は手の鳴る方へ 目隠しをして

Echoing down the long hallway “Have we met somewhere before?”
“Blue is to the left of red”
Angel feathers rusted together, the chimera/tapir blindfolds me with yesterday’s discarded dreams, its hands rustling like before
who are you? tell me baby

それは誰も映らない 鏡の中にその手を入れるとき

who are you? tell me baby
No one was reflected in the mirror the time you put your hand into it

et(エ) quatre(カトゥル)… 背中まで麝香の香り…
熱い呼吸の音
cinq(サンク)… 空白に浮かぶ瞳… 許されないのなら
six(スィス)… その涙が生き返ったら… どうしてもっと
目覚めてゆく化石たち 9095(ninety ninety-five)… 95…

 and four,That musky fragrance on your back… the sound of a hot breath,
  five,If you allow your pupil, suspended in blank space (of your eye), to revive your tears,
  Six,Why, the more fossils that keep waking up 9095… 95…

もう何も探さないで そばにいるから
目を開けてしまったのなら 戻れなくても…
それでもいいのなら そっと

Don’t look for anything again, because I’m near you
If you open your eyes completely, you can’t turn back…
If that’s alright, gently (open your eyes)

pret(プレ) un(アン)… 首筋に夜の雫(しずく)が… 声にできないほど
deux(ドゥ)… ネジ式積み木の城で… 指の隙間(すきま)へと
trois(トゥロワ)… 絡み合った蜘蛛(くも)の糸は… このままずっと
上がり出した砂時計 9095

A drop of night on the back of your neck is… you just can’t say it,
In a spiralling brick castle… spider webs become tangled in the spaces between your fingers…
The hourglass has kept rising like this, 9095… 5…

et(エ) quatre(カトゥル)… 背中まで麝香(じゃこう)の香り…
cinq(サンク)… 空白(くうはく)に浮かぶ瞳…
six(スィス)… その涙が生き返ったら… どうしてもっと
目覚めてゆく化石たち 9095

That musky fragrance on your back… the sound of a hot breath,
Your pupil, suspended in blank space (of your eye)…
If you revive your tears…
Why, the more fossils that keep waking up 9095… 95…

Source: Likeahero.net + frapbois.tistory.com
Romanization by: nivani @dbsg
Kanji + Eng. trans by: bright_story @dbsg
9095


Interpretation by stanza

You guide me like an obedient butler, “This way”, You light the flame in the corridor, “Red to the right”, you said, A broken revolving door,
bird of paradise flower on the floor, A tarantula creeps across the silk wall, you turn and laugh
where’re you going? baby
Wait on the elm rocking chair, don’t open your eyes to the count of seven

So the song begins with a girl leading a guy,most likely a boy friend or lover somewhere.
She lights the way and says red is to the right.
Red is said to be an emotional color. Often depicted as violent it has ties as being used to represent sun gods,gods of war,anger as well as blood-lust. It is also used to symbolize Love and Passion.
In this instance I believe red is being used to symbolize  the chaos and passion in the lovers relationship, a fact that I believe strengthens this view are the following lines about a broken revolving door and birds of paradise on the floor.
If a revolving door is broken you are stuck,you can't get in or out. This is illustrating how the relationship is. He feels like they are stuck and there is nowhere out .
In most translations of this song there's talk about artificial birds of paradise being on the floor. Birds of paradise are flowers that symbolize magnificence and if they are artificial it means they are fake. This is another symbolism to the couples relationship. It may seen great  and perfect on the outside but in actuality its all false.
Next they see a tarantula
tarantulas are large spiders with a low-levels of venom but have a very painful bite.They also don't use webs to trap their victims but take then down with their fangs,it is also said that they let out silk from their feet to allow
easier momevent for slippery and vertical surfaces. So if its creeping among a silk wall it can be said that its been their quite a while,passing,crawling or whatever spiders do across this once bare wall. Also as a spider a tarantula can also indicate the feeling of being trapped or entangled in a relationship. I think in the song a taranrula is used to represent the problem in the relationship the couple has, the fact that its said to be in a silk wall of its own making indicates the couple has waited a long time to address this issue.

She turns and laughs
"Where you going baby"?
Because this is sung collectively by the whole group I believe she is saying this and the fact that she turns and laughs at him may be because he wasn't ready to discuss what's happend just yet and wanted to flee. One can almost picture her laughing condescendly at him to bait him. He respond saying to sit on an elm rocking chair and not to open her eyes till the count of seven. Elm symbolizes rigid structure ,darkness,pressure ,blind rage and also devotion and loyalty.
A rocking chair can mean time itself.

Ready One,
 A drop of night on the back of your neck is… you just cant say it,
Two,In a spiralling brick castle…
  Three,spider webs become entangled in the spaces between your fingers…
The hourglass has kept rising like this, 9095… 5…

A drop of night- night meaning darkness,she's hiding something,if its at her neck it can symbolize her vulnerability but not submission as she's not willing to come clean.
A spiraling castle- a castle is a strong stable foundation but its spiraling it means its just spinning. This means that their discussion seems to be going nowhere,he has a solid idea of what she's done but she's not willing to tell him just yet.
Spider webs- spider webs indicate time and space. So it can mean they've been in this state so long and the spider webs are used for the reader to think much time has passed without any change.
Hour glass rising- an hour glass rising indicates time going backwards.
9095 - in an interview Jaejoong said that 9095 means the key to his heart.For this song I think he used 9095 to symbolize the males heart.
So one can say that the guy wants to go back in time because  this girl has broken his heart so he wants to go back when it was whole again,perhaps even the beginning of the relationship.

Echoing down the long hallway “Have we met somewhere before?”
“Blue is to the left of red”
Angel feathers rusted together,

the chimera/tapir blindfolds me with yesterday’s discarded dreams, its hands rustling like before

Echoing means its already been said. I think he is recalling where they first meant due to the stanza before this one.I think this is the effect of the hourglass rising and going to 9095 - To the beginning when they were happy.
Blue is to the left of red. Here I think he is realizing he has a choice in all of this.Before she was leading the way,to the red path. Now he's going to the blue path. Blue represents truth and the clarity of mind,it also represents wisdom ,heaven (path has angel feathers)and tranquility.
In this path he runs across a tapir that blindfolds him with his dreams of yesterday.
A tapir is a demon from Chinese mythology. In Japan it is called a Baku and they are said to aid humans by eating nightmares or  the evil spirits who cause these dreams.
In the song the Baku seems to be doing the opposite,his dreams of yesterday are his nightmares.The nightmares are what in actuality his girlfriend and done to him. In having chosen this path,he is realizing he can't disregard his fears or her betrayal.

who are you? tell me baby
He can't recognize the person she's becoming

who are you? tell me baby
No one was reflected in the mirror the time you put your hand into it

No reflection can mean the person has no soul
It is also said the mirror is the reflection of the soul. it doesn't lie,it is absolute truth. So the mirror can symbolize his soul ,from what she is done,he feels she's tainted his soul so he can no longer see the truth,he's doubting himself.

 and four That musky fragrance on your back…
He's smelling some others persons scent
   five ,the sound of a hot breath,
The lies she been hiding at the back or her neck are revealing.perhaps she's cheated on him
six ,If you allow your pupil, suspended in blank space (of your eye),
She's not looking at him
to revive your tears,
She's showing no remorse or guilt
Why, the more fossils that keep waking up 9095… 95…
Kind of like skeletons in the closet,more things are coming into light. He wants to go back to 9095.

Don’t look for anything again, because I’m near you If you open your eyes completely, you can’t turn back…
If that’s alright, gently (open your eyes)
He's reassuring her that he'll always be there for her, If she accepts him and what shes done to him they could go back to the beginning and she can't turn back.
Thing is he never says seven.  Throughout the whole song he's counting down in french from one through six but in the first stanza he says she can only open her eyes when he counts to seven.

Ready One A drop of night on the back of your neck is… you just can’t say it,
Two,In a spiralling brick castle… 
Three,spider webs become tangled in the spaces between your fingers… 
The hourglass has kept rising like this, 9095… 5…

 and four That musky fragrance on your back… 
five,the sound of a hot breath, 
 six, Your pupil, suspended in blank space (of your eye)… 
If you revive your tears…
Why, the more fossils that keep waking up 9095… 95…

So one can say that these lovers are in some sort of limbo. She remains with her eyes closed and he's counting down never reaching the number seven because he can't forgive her and he knows once she opens her eyes,its over.
In the last 6 seconds of the song, Jaejoong mutters something in korean backwards. He says
"A person like you is unable to hear what I'm saying (i.e. my story)" 
It seems he is telling the listener or his Girlfriend that they will never understand his struggle


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Red:
Denotation- 
Any of various colors resembling the color of blood; the primary color at one extreme end of the visible spectrum, an effect of light with a wavelength between 610 and 780 nm.
Connotation- Blood-Lust,Violence,Passion
Tarantula:
Denotation-
any of several large, hairy spiders of the family Theraphosidae, as Aphonopelma chalcodes,  of the southwestern U.S., having a painful but not highly venomous bite.
Connotation- Foreshadowing, bad things to come 
Eyes:
Denotation:
the organ of sight, in vertebrates typically one of a pair of spherical bodies contained in an orbit of the skull and in humans appearing externally as a dense, white, curved membrane, or sclera, surrounding a circular, colored portion, or iris, that is covered by a clear, curved membrane, or cornea, and in the center of which is an opening, or pupil, through which light passes to the retina.
Connotation: Represent clairvoyance,omniscience and a gateway into the soul.

Neck-
Denotation-
the organ of sight, in vertebrates typically one of a pair of spherical bodies contained in an orbit of the skull and in humans appearing externally as a dense, white, curved membrane, or sclera, surrounding a circular, colored portion, or iris, that is covered by a clear, curved membrane, or cornea, and in the center of which is an opening, or pupil, through which light passes to the retina.
Connotation: Submission,Vulnerability
Hourglass:
Denotation:
an instrument for measuring time, consisting of two bulbs of glass joined by a narrow passage through which a quantity of sand or mercury runs in just an hour.
Connotation- Present,Future,time passed. 


Sources- 
http://www.dbsknights.net/2009/03/secret-behind-secret-code-revealed.html
Dictionary.com
www. Umich.edu/umfansf/other/m_search.html
Likeahero.net + frapbois.tistory.com
Romanization by: nivani @dbsg
Kanji + Eng. trans by: bright_story @dbsg

  

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

2.1 Goblin Market

Christina Rossetti was a London born poet in the 1800's who's works varied from childrens to romance poems. She is best known for her works Goblin Market , Remember and In the Bleak Midwinter.
Christina Rossetti had 2 brothers and Sister who each became accomplished artist and writers themselves.
Christina died of Breast Cancer in December 29

      The poem Goblin Market begins with a description of a world where Goblins tempt maidens with forbidden fruit. These fruits seem to have a symbolic connection with Christianity. The apple and pomegranate for example ,usually represent  the fruits Adam and Eve plucked from the tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil.   Fruits can also implicate  sexual undertones in the poem, They are described luscious,ripe,full and fine. Plump unchecked cherries can also symbolize the maidens virginity.     
      So in the poem two sisters Lizzie and Lauren seem to be walking by this Goblin market. Lauren is said to be ‘bowing her head’ to hear the goblins better while Lizzie is covering her blushes illustrating the . To blush is to indicate shame or modesty. Lauren although listening to the goblins cry, tells her sister to ‘lie close’ warning her not to look at the goblin men or buy their fruits. Later its Lauren herself that stops her restraint and is tempted into having a taste with the price being her hair. cutting  women's hair is symbolically taking her virginity and femininity. The passage following where she is eating the fruits seems to be used to indicate her doing a sexual act

                  "she sucked and sucked and sucked some more
fruits which that unknown orchard bore,she sucked until her lips were sore"

After having her fill Lauren returns home not aware of the time,not even if it is night or day.Lizzie reprimands her telling her isn't save for maidens to be out so late,reminding her sister about a girl names Jeanie who gave into the Goblins temptation and died pining away. The next day Lauren becomes obsessed with the fruits she tasted the day before and goes to the goblins market where she finds,unlike her sister that she no longer can hear them. Lauren goes home where she is filled with "passionate desire" waking up full of desire and weeping for what she can no longer have. Lauren spends her days like this trying to hear the goblins,eating nothing and finally beginning to wither away.
Lizzie could not bear her sister that way and goes to the Goblins and demands they give her many fruits offering compensation. The goblins become angry when Lizzie makes it clear she will not stay and eat the fruits,that they are for another.The Goblins turn violent and in trying to force her into eating the fruits they drench her in the fluids and she offers herself like a sacrifice to her sister. Lauren alarmed asks her sister if she ruined herself aswell by eating the fruits but Lizzie just tells her to

"eat me,drink me,love
Laura,make much of me"

Laura kisses her sister and in tasting the fruits juices reacts rather violently,beating her chest,tearing her gown, finally regreting having ever tasted the fruits and then passing out. When she finally wakes up she is back to her old self innocent self and in the end the sisters share this story to their children.


I think that lizzie fits the Altruist achetype.An Altruist is said to be free of ego,passioin and desire and is sacrificing.




http://www.three-musketeers.net/mike/eyes.html
http://www.bc.edu/schools/cas/communication/meta-elements/pdf/thesis06.fazekas.pdf

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Entry 1.2: Internet Research

Cassandra


When I was younger I took a great liking to mythology-Greek Mythology to be exact.
For this assignment i choose to focus the tragic heroine Cassandra because when discussing the Trojan war,her character is usually overlooked.The website i  found most interesting was a site dedicated to the role of women in the art of ancient Greek.The article on Cassandra was very detailed with answers to the readers questions.The author also talks about the psychology behind the tale.

Cassandra was the daughter of the king and queen of troy,Priam and Hecuba. She was a priestess of Apollo who according to the website took a great liking to her and blessed her with the gift of foresight. The gift quickly turned to a curse when Cassandra having refused Apollo's advances made it so when she prophesied no one would believe her. Cassandra foresaw the tragedies that would one day plaque Troy but was thought to be insane when she tried to warn everyone of what was to come.According the the website Cassandra foresaw some of the following

-The men in the Trojan horse
-Her death
-Her long-lost brother Paris

When Troy was finally sieged she fled to Athena's temple where a Greek soldier Ajax the lesser raped her invoking the goddess wrath. Later she was seen as a great prize and was given to Agamemnon as a slave.She birthed him twins before she,Agamemnon and the twins were killed by Agamemnon's wife  Clytemnestra and her lover after arriving to his kingdom. Cassandra life was one of woe and torment.Although many state that it was her beauty that may have condemned her, The website states

" Prophets are often spurned and rejected. And so they live in frustration and misery. This seems the moral of Cassandra's story."

It seems Cassandras story was a example illustrating the tragedies that can befall a prophet.



Tuesday, September 14, 2010

1.1 About Me

Hullo hullo there!
 First I will just like to say I have avoided making a blog like the plaque because I tend to stare blankly at the computer screen for hours trying to think about what to say whenerever I am told to write about myself.
Soo...  As this is my first blog post and am doing just that,This about me will probably be awfully short.
Hmm..Where to begin..
 Well,my name is Stephany,was born and raised in brooklyn New York. I am 21 years old and am a student at laguardia,Majoring in Liberal Arts.